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[04 Mar 2004|11:59pm] ok i think ali is just about done so that means i'm finished with this one. if for some unkwnon reason you want to be added to my friends list post and i'll do so. once again thanks ali :) have a look see

blah fuck you [02 Mar 2004|06:08pm] if you're reading this you're among the few who will know. i registered a new name _robocop_ and i hope ali will help me do it because i don't have the slightest idea how this bullshit works, why because i'm cool, duh. well anyways when that one is complete this one will die off. not that anyone sees the new one because i have a friends list of 5 and none of you post anyways because you're all too busy with your bullshit lives like mine isn't important. bunch of snobs, and to think i post in yours. blah you all suck <3 2 two cents have a look see

[28 Feb 2004|06:03pm] everyday i get a little more like myself and a little less like you have a look see

[25 Feb 2004|07:37pm] you ever hear those songs that you think to yourself "oh man if i had a theme some this would so be it"? i don't mean some pansy shit like "OMG dis is sew mah song!!! its mah lyfe!!" none of that shit i mean a song that grabs and makes you want to hear 24 hours a day and never get tired of it. few songs are like that. this is one of those songs... "Demos And Prototypes" We’re friends, or so I thought. You were my brace, everything that kept me up. You were my wings. You gave me flight. Broken heart syndrome. Giving in and giving up. Losing and winning and losing some more. You break a few till you find the one just for you. Friend/Enemy/Lover/Murderer 2 two cents have a look see

this is not a cry for help [23 Feb 2004|04:24pm] it's a punishment i mean a prize i mean it's yours. so brian told me he was going to get his tattoos touched up and i was like "well i'll go" and he was like "we'll see about getting you some." so i decided what i'm going to get. i know you're thinking "OMG what is he going to get?!?!?!" well don't get too excitied, well i'm getting two solid black 1 inch thick bands one on each forearm just below the elbow. how crazy!?!?! yeah but hopefully it'll hurt and they come out good, how could they not it's not brain surgery. so hopefully that'll be done in the near future. been working for the sole purpose of getting a haircut should be interesting. in short lick my balls. 1 two cents have a look see

[19 Feb 2004|02:41pm] christ almighty. i don't get this "i don't eat meat or meat products" bullshit. really now you want to save an animal...watch the road. cows are here to be eaten otherwise we wouldn't breed them. you damn well know if a cow had the chance he'd eat you in a heartbeat, god knows i would. so quit your bitching order that steak extra rare, get the fucker mooing. sit down stuff your face and join the human race. 1 two cents have a look see

[17 Feb 2004|01:34pm] oh god this week has been so long. got my tax return and yes it's all gone. felt good to buy shit again. see something i want and just buy it, what a rush! so i've been downloading a lot lately, yeah that's right been downloading a lot(fuck you RIAA come get some) i'll be at 5,000 by the end of the week. we went to this club for jo anns gradutation it was so funny, we got there at 10pm and they had .75 beers till 11...needless to say i drank 7 beers in 45 mkinutes. i was pretty good by the end of the night. got some new clothes which i needed badly, i know have 3 pairs of pants instead of one, go me! /that is all/ 1 two cents have a look see

[10 Feb 2004|04:21pm] thank you ali, i love it. maybe people will look at it now and not be scared off by the human heart. thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you <3 2 two cents have a look see

up hill battle [08 Feb 2004|04:31am] so last night i decided to go out to a get together at a friends house. well all was well till this jackass decided to pick a fight with me. so the story goes something like this: i was sitting talking to a good friend of mine and drinking my beer, and this idiot starts going off about "i can take anyone home i'm the driver!" and he looks at me and goes "i know you don't like me but i'd take you home!!" so i responded with "naah man i'm cool i just got here" and he starts going off about me being a skinny little fuck blah blah. so i brushed it off, hey it's nothing to me. so an hour passed and we were talking to some other friends in the hallway, so this asshole decides he needs to go to the kitchen, so me being the super awesome nice guy i am i moved so he could pass. what does he do? goes out of his fucking way to bump into me. so i go to my friend duece "hey man, you need to get your boy, that's twice already" and i maintained my coolness. so they were like you need to go outside for awhile, talking to the asshole. so he goes outside and we make moves back to the kitchen, well a mere 10 minutes later he comes through the sliding glass door and upon him entry decides i needed a shower and spits on me. so i said to duece again "get your boy, he spit on me" so they're like "you need to fucking leave now, you don't do that shit to brandon" and all the while he's yalling and calling me this and calling me that. long story short...whoever said "it takes a bigger guy to walk away" was a fucking idiot, because i feel so small right now. 3 two cents have a look see

[22 Jan 2004|04:56pm] i've made some big choices that i have to go through with even if it kills me. so hopefully i'll be gone making a life or dead. so i dropped off an application at this cafe, small place probaly wont pay much but i'm not looking to get rich, just need something that's going to put some money in my pocket till operation free brandon goes down. so i haven't been updating not that any of you would notice, but that's all right i'll be taking you all off my friends list, buddy list, and any other faggot list you all might be on. thank you and good day. 1 two cents have a look see

[09 Jan 2004|06:39pm] i think it's time people stop pretending they are so god damn high and mighty. stop bullshitting and except the fact that you fucking suck. walking around like your shit doesn't stink. the point is you suck just as much as the rest of us. have a look see

it's as if you lost you heart when you found god. [04 Jan 2004|05:35pm] tomorrow i'm going to san antonio making big moves, i'm kind of nervous but i know i have to do this. i have 2 more years in this town them i'll be but a memory, a ghost. lately things have been so weird, i feel separated and i don't know why. well i need to find a little job for like a couple weeks i have fines to pay, fucking tickets. but that's all. have a look see

[25 Dec 2003|06:02pm] not a post, just a reminder. watch for faling skies have a look see

[23 Dec 2003|07:43pm] you're the one thing i'd kill to have...and you don't even know it. you're the one thing i'd give up life for...and i can't even show it. we're a modern tale of love and tragedy someone could write a play about this and break a thousand hearts. i'm tired and uneasy. my feelins are like a roller coaster i have no control over. one minute i'm happy the next i'm devastated. i find myself more alone. i parted ways with a friend this weekend. it's for the best. besides the trutly strong people in this world don't need to surround themselves with people who claim to love the. i'd kill for some money, i'm so sick of wasting away in my room. christmas is almost here i think or something and i could careless. on a good note i got my funeral diner shirt today and i love it. thanks meghan. have a look see

[19 Dec 2003|01:38pm] i want to change this, don't appeal to me anymore. but i hardly use this thing anyways. i always hate when jo anns sister comes to town, i suddenly become old news. been real lonely as of late, and not to mention pissy.nothing seem to bring me joy anymore. i hate christmas always reminds me how little money i have. some have so much and others so little. watched a good movie called "Waking Life" one of those movies that opens your eyes and makes you see things around you. it's not much of a movie, done in animation, a kid walks around talking to people about life, death, dreams, etc. sometimes i feel like life is too good to be true, sometimes it feels that way because it's not true. i feel like i'm walking around like a fucking zombie and then all of a sudden i wake up and see life for what it really is...nothing. sometimes it feels like i'm stuck in this life, waiting hoping around the next corner i'll meet my demise. too young to die too anxious to wait, doesn't seem fair. if death is a part of life why is it shrouded in secrecy? why do we know so much about life but so little about death. this cycle we all hope never comes. a part of life no one is in a hurry to see. what if we'll already dead and all this is but a dream, we're stuck between the real and the fake. there is no heaven and there is no hell...just a never ending dream. 2 two cents have a look see

[04 Dec 2003|03:12pm] well fuck me god damn, i swear i had something worth updating about...now i forgot. anyways, i'm real tired of being nice to people only to be walked on. like yesterday i was talking to ____ and i was like "i thought about you yesterday" and she was like "what, what brought that on?" and i was like "you're still alive we have a lot of past together i can't think about you from time to time?" "oh well yeah whatever i think about you too" yeah right bitch. what kind of shit is that? blah fuck 'em. going out tonight going to get wasted, hopefully this week will be action packed. found out yesterday joanns sister is coming to town with her "fiance" hahaha what a joke. anyways i hate this bitch and last time she was here she said "i'm going to kill brandon" so we'll see where that goes. have a look see

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. [02 Dec 2003|05:52pm] i'm done with you. don't im me. i'm done with you. 1 two cents have a look see

my mind wonders...it really does. [01 Dec 2003|01:10pm] two songs/poems which ever i wrote today that NO ONE will ever read. This Song Plays With Pianos I sold my heart away. With you gone I wont need it anyway. Gave you so much. Now I take it all back. New love fell into my arms. Something new to hold onto. The hole you left fills up fast. Bought my heart back today. I’m older today. Watch my childhood slip away. I’m through with you, I’m older now. New love to write about… /and here's the other/ She Came With A Warning Label I’m building new friends today. To replace the old ones I sent away. I’ll make you one too. One to love you, I’ll do that for you. I’m building new dreams today. Ones I can easily achieve. I’ll dream for you, see if it comes true. I’ll love you, that I can do. I’m mending hearts I tore apart. Never meant to kill you. I only wanted to love you like no one else would. I wanted to be everything no one could. /i like them short sweet and to the point and sense no one will read this i guess it wont matter what you think. 1 two cents have a look see

a day no one will remember but easily forget. [28 Nov 2003|03:34pm] tonight i will celebrate the anniversary of my birth. finally something worth living for. shame none of you are. have a look see

[27 Nov 2003|12:40pm] TONIGHT WE FEST, WE WILL EAT LIKE NO ONE HAS EATEN BEFORE. to all who read this, which couldn't be more than 2,3 people tops...HAPPY THANKSGIVING. 2 two cents have a look see

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